[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

But
We miss you
and the link in that thread is not working
And 3 years is enough
Forrealz yease
Return.

At this point, believe it or not, my life has become more boring than it was before, in spite of taking courses at television school, and in spite of all the projects I've been working on.
I also seem to have lost any trace of personality I've had, and become nothing more than a robot. I guess Jaxx was right in calling me a robot.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

At this point, believe it or not, my life has become more boring than it was before, in spite of taking courses at television school, and in spite of all the projects I've been working on.
I also seem to have lost any trace of personality I've had, and become nothing more than a robot. I guess Jaxx was right in calling me a robot.

So come back then? No. What Jaxx said has nothing to do with what you are now. You can't let anybody tell you what you are. HE WASN'T RIGHT.

Ok now come back? tnx

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

So come back then? No. What Jaxx said has nothing to do with what you are now. You can't let anybody tell you what you are. HE WASN'T RIGHT.

Ok now come back? tnx

Sorry, but I have no reason to return. I have nothing to contribute with other than becoming the butt of every joke, which I've had enough of being in real life, to the point where this line seems to perfectly fit me.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

Sorry, but I have no reason to return. I have nothing to contribute with other than becoming the butt of every joke, which I've had enough of being in real life, to the point where the "There is nothing for me out there, at all," line seems to perfectly fit me.

Lol wow, you won't be the butt of anything dude.
All you'll find in these forums, is the love you left behind whatever many years ago, I bet you'll just get it back and stuff will begin to change :~(

Worth a try try it for a week then go back to your exile

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

Lol wow, you won't be the butt of anything dude.
All you'll find in these forums, is the love you left behind whatever many years ago, I bet you'll just get it back and stuff will begin to change :~(

Worth a try try it for a week then go back to your exile

Nah, that's exactly what I've left behind. Even Daywalker managed to own me.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have a rock to crawl back under.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

Nah, that's exactly what I've left behind. Even Daywalker managed to own me.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have a rock to crawl back under.

Pls, screw OT. The community Forum is where you belong

Edit:

Originally Posted by Promethean

Signed.

Originally Posted by chaosknightray

This.

GLOB SAVE THE OT QUEEN.

Originally Posted by ~Ahmed~

She lost a bet and for that she had to stop posting. She was fine, unlike those two obnxious self-hating mother****ers.

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

Pls, screw OT. The community Forum is where you belong

Edit:

I never lost any bet( EDIT: I mean referring to this case, because I do remember making a bet with Jaxx on a game of chess and he won and I had to wear a DEAL WITH IT avatar with shades over my face - which I have kept my word for also). O.o There wasn't even a true bet, it was a deal. I just gave my word that I will stop posting. The actual bet (on what?) was made by mwah in that thread, saying she bets I won't last past 4 weeks.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

I never lost any bet( EDIT: I mean referring to this case, because I do remember making a bet with Jaxx on a game of chess and he won and I had to wear a DEAL WITH IT avatar with shades over my face - which I have kept my word for also). O.o There wasn't even a true bet, it was a deal. I just gave my word that I will stop posting. The actual bet (on what?) was made by mwah in that thread, saying she bets I won't last past 4 weeks.

No I don't get it, what was the deal for again? What made you offer the " Stop posting on community/OT forever"?

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

No I don't get it, what was the deal for again? What made you offer the " Stop posting on community/OT forever"?

I mentioned the Simply Maya forum (for 3D modeling / animation) and Jaxx said something along the lines of: "Why don't you just move over there and leave this place?"
So I was like "Sure, why not?"
Funny thing is, I rarely spend my time even on that forum, I mostly spend it on Skype with the few close friends I've got left from over the years.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

I mentioned the Simply Maya forum (for 3D modeling / animation) and Jaxx said something along the lines of: "Why don't you just move over there and leave this place?"
So I was like "Sure, why not?"
Funny thing is, I rarely spend my time even on that forum, I mostly spend it on Skype with the few close friends I've got left from over the years.

Moar reason to come back, it was your word. You sticked to it for 4 years now, and the guy is gone, it's not like jaxx is coming back any time soon. Only you have the power to void that useless deal?

WE WILL WAIT FOR YOU IN THE COMMUNITY FORUMS

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

Moar reason to come back, it was your word. You sticked to it for 4 years now, and the guy is gone, it's not like jaxx is coming back any time soon. Only you have the power to void that useless deal?

WE WILL WAIT FOR YOU IN THE COMMUNITY FORUMS

Yeah, only me. But I have a habit of doing what I say forever. I have also left an IRC channel for good just because I said I don't want to annoy a few people there and I've kept my word on that since 2012 too.

I barely was active in community, I was mostly in OT. But still, sorry, not coming back.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

Yeah, only me. But I have a habit of doing what I say forever. I have also left an IRC channel for good just because I said I don't want to annoy a few people there and I've kept my word on that since 2012 too.

I barely was active in community, I was mostly in OT. But still, sorry, not coming back.

Alright, have fun with your miserable life :/ I will stop nagging you hehehe

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

Alright, have fun with your miserable life :/ I will stop nagging you hehehe

Compared to some of my friends, it's nowhere near as miserable, so I got that going for me, which is nice.

[Sanad]

Originally Posted by DETONATOAREA

Compared to some of my friends, it's nowhere near as miserable, so I got that going for me, which is nice.

No, it's fake. You're only feeling better about yourself because they are worse. Better find new friends, so you try and be like them.

[DETONATOAREA]

Originally Posted by Sanad

No, it's fake. You're only feeling better about yourself because they are worse. Better find new friends, so you try and be like them.

Hey, I tried to be friends with them so-called happy people, but truth be told, I don't want to pretend I'm ok and be an ass towards the less fortunate like they were. Their gang has split up now that they stopped caring about each other. I do not trust people who don't say much about themselves and act like they own the world.
I allowed myself to fall for that illusion and spent some time with 4 people whom said they want to be true friends, but they only made me feel worse for: having my own preferences that are not so common around the place, having interests that they don't care about (yeah I do not like parties, I do not like dubstep, I do not like noisy clubs - I'd rather be in a quiet place and work on graphics or stuff like that), and several other things that I just couldn't relate to.
It will never work. What's the point if you can't be your TRUE self? Being just another face in the crowd that you never really liked to begin with?

And when it comes to how I want to be, I'd always try to be better. Which results in a problem: I wouldn't want to compete against a friend. I'd rather compete against a stranger or rival. For which I've felt guilty of trying to do, on several occasions. So I don't think that's a good thing either.