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Old 12-18-2008, 20:58   #1
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A note to all players My life may not exist that much Longer..

Well this may be a pretty long post, but I'm getting tired of explaining..


Well some of you know what is going on with me and understand why I play conquer so much. People keep on whispering me and ask How do I have time to play so much. Do I have a job any friends.. I have tried to keep this private as long as Possible, and some of the young kids who play this game is not going to understand the meaning of It.

But I will tell you what I can, and also tell you that I may not be alive (as in real life) that much longer as well. Some of you have known me for nearly 4-5 years (since eagle server was created) Some of you only known me for couple years, some of you do not know me that well but have seen me around.

Some of you may have noticed that I was one of the nicest players in this game when it first started, pretty much made tons of friends, but over the 4-5 years I have become very isolated and unhealthy, It's not cause I didn't take care of myself it has to do with genetic issues. what you do not know is that I lost pretty much most of my family in my life, mom, dad, uncle. And have several medical problems that mainly will effect my living in the next 10 years or so.

I am not a old person I"m only 29, but genetic traits and stress related issues have crippled my life, and believe me I'm getting the some Help but a lot of the health problems is life threatening and genetic and my doctors and the family I still have told me that I No longer can work and I may not be around that much longer. I'm not going to list all my medical issues on this forum. But I will tell you that stress and family crisis is a big part of it, 75% of Americans describe their lives as "very stressful". . . frustration and burnout are rampant, and with the pace of change, almost everyone predicts it's just going to get worse! Plus,even though everyone is experiencing more stress than ever I just wanted to let everyone know why I play conquer so much, I can't do anything else, it triggers constant panic attacks. which I have not been able to treat. I have much more problems they are just not 100% yet but are expected to come in the coming years..

Anyway I just wanted to let everyone know I most likely only have a good 10-20 years of my life left.. (based on medical advice) So that is why I play conquer online, so much, Don't feel bad for me, just make sure that you spend as much time with your family and do what you enjoy.. as you can before it's to late, computers and video games is the only thing that works for me and doctors told me to enjoy the life I have left.
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Old 12-18-2008, 21:07   #2
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Well this may be a pretty long post, but I'm getting tired of explaining..


Well some of you know what is going on with me and understand why I play conquer so much. People keep on whispering me and ask How do I have time to play so much. Do I have a job any friends.. I have tried to keep this private as long as Possible, and some of the young kids who play this game is not going to understand the meaning of It.

But I will tell you what I can, and also tell you that I may not be alive (as in real life) that much longer as well. Some of you have known me for nearly 4-5 years (since eagle server was created) Some of you only known me for couple years, some of you do not know me that well but have seen me around.

Some of you may have noticed that I was one of the nicest players in this game when it first started, pretty much made tons of friends, but over the 4-5 years I have become very isolated and unhealthy, It's not cause I didn't take care of myself it has to do with genetic issues. what you do not know is that I lost pretty much most of my family in my life, mom, dad, uncle. And have several medical problems that mainly will effect my living in the next 10 years or so.

I am not a old person I"m only 29, but genetic traits and stress related issues have crippled my life, and believe me I'm getting the some Help but a lot of the health problems is life threatening and genetic and my doctors and the family I still have told me that I No longer can work and I may not be around that much longer. I'm not going to list all my medical issues on this forum. But I will tell you that stress and family crisis is a big part of it, 75% of Americans describe their lives as "very stressful". . . frustration and burnout are rampant, and with the pace of change, almost everyone predicts it's just going to get worse! Plus,even though everyone is experiencing more stress than ever I just wanted to let everyone know why I play conquer so much, I can't do anything else, it triggers constant panic attacks. which I have not been able to treat. I have much more problems they are just not 100% yet but are expected to come in the coming years..

Anyway I just wanted to let everyone know I most likely only have a good 10-20 years of my life left.. (based on medical advice) So that is why I play conquer online, so much, Don't feel bad for me, just make sure that you spend as much time with your family and do what you enjoy.. as you can before it's to late, computers and video games is the only thing that works for me and doctors told me to enjoy the life I have left.
I'll pause from being my normal assh0le self, simply to say sorry to hear about your health. HOWEVER...this is not the place to bring it up, as Venus forums are akin to the ba$tard cousin of 4chan, and your plights will only end up as bait for someone like me.

We now return you to your regularly scheduled assh0le Dave.
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Old 12-18-2008, 21:10   #3
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lol

;lol dave your funny, I know people who flame on this forum but i'm getting tired of explaining in game i usually have whisper turned off most of the time cause of it... so thought i would just let people people know..
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I know you said not to feel sorry for you but I'm really sorry to hear that >.>"
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I'll pause from being my normal assh0le self, simply to say sorry to hear about your health. HOWEVER...this is not the place to bring it up, as Venus forums are akin to the ba$tard cousin of 4chan, and your plights will only end up as bait for someone like me.

We now return you to your regularly scheduled assh0le Dave.
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Hey! get off ur computer chair and call up some hookers.
if u only have 10 years to live then u dont have to worry about stds.
maybe if u tell them u have 5 years to live then u get laid for free!
maybe u can sign up for the army or something and go fight in afghanistan.

srry to hear that u are dying.
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Ok i tried to be nice but he's 29 and has lets say 10 yrs? Big *****ing deal. Who's even guaranteed another year in life because that **** of a life can be cut at anytime/second

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Well this may be a pretty long post, but I'm getting tired of explaining..


Well some of you know what is going on with me and understand why I play conquer so much. People keep on whispering me and ask How do I have time to play so much. Do I have a job any friends.. I have tried to keep this private as long as Possible, and some of the young kids who play this game is not going to understand the meaning of It.

But I will tell you what I can, and also tell you that I may not be alive (as in real life) that much longer as well. Some of you have known me for nearly 4-5 years (since eagle server was created) Some of you only known me for couple years, some of you do not know me that well but have seen me around.

Some of you may have noticed that I was one of the nicest players in this game when it first started, pretty much made tons of friends, but over the 4-5 years I have become very isolated and unhealthy, It's not cause I didn't take care of myself it has to do with genetic issues. what you do not know is that I lost pretty much most of my family in my life, mom, dad, uncle. And have several medical problems that mainly will effect my living in the next 10 years or so.

I am not a old person I"m only 29, but genetic traits and stress related issues have crippled my life, and believe me I'm getting the some Help but a lot of the health problems is life threatening and genetic and my doctors and the family I still have told me that I No longer can work and I may not be around that much longer. I'm not going to list all my medical issues on this forum. But I will tell you that stress and family crisis is a big part of it, 75% of Americans describe their lives as "very stressful". . . frustration and burnout are rampant, and with the pace of change, almost everyone predicts it's just going to get worse! Plus,even though everyone is experiencing more stress than ever I just wanted to let everyone know why I play conquer so much, I can't do anything else, it triggers constant panic attacks. which I have not been able to treat. I have much more problems they are just not 100% yet but are expected to come in the coming years..

Anyway I just wanted to let everyone know I most likely only have a good 10-20 years of my life left.. (based on medical advice) So that is why I play conquer online, so much, Don't feel bad for me, just make sure that you spend as much time with your family and do what you enjoy.. as you can before it's to late, computers and video games is the only thing that works for me and doctors told me to enjoy the life I have left.

I'm too lazy to read all of that. >.>
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